I love smoking weed

Sometimes I wish I lived in Colorado. I have ever since it became the perfect place to be a chronic pot smoker. And I know about chronic pot smoking, 17 years of it.

It´s nice to smoke, I love to smoke.

I like smoking before breakfast, after breakfast, while making (or waiting for) lunch, I like smoking to watch series on the computer, I like smoking and then eating an apple, before going to the movies, before going to bed. And when I worked everyday, I also smoked everyday. The first thing I used to do when I getting to work (on set or location) was look for the perfect place to hide away and smoke. I had smoking buddies, we got excited when we realized we were no the same team that day. Smoking weed was nice, and easy.

And then I came to Asia, where smoking is difficult and extremely illegal and its not even worth the hassle cause the weed is crap. Three years of abstinence has changed my life. It has made the depression I was hiding more obvious than ever and its been hard to manage without smoking.

This non-smoking reality is freaking insane. I really think that when Im older I will have to live in a place just like Colorado.